I’ve been holding back for quite a while now, out of fear of hurting anyone with what I have to say. I also haven’t felt very comfortable knowing that my family members found my blog a while back. I’ve tried just starting a new blog, but the new blog doesn’t have the lure that this one has for me. I’m now to the point where I don’t care what anyone thinks of what I have to say or about the choices I make. I am not here to ask for permission for anything. I’m just here to share my story. From my point of view. If you don’t like what I have to share, that’s your choice. What you like & what you want are not my problem. I am not here to make sure you are happy. This is my blog, about me and the things I’m dealt (or that I’ve dealt to myself). So, with that said, I need to get a lot off my shoulders, I don’t expect anyone to know what the right answers are for me, that is up to me. I do welcome your input, after all, communication and debate is how we learn about ourselves and others, and is exactly what I need right now to figure out what I need to do.