People make me sick. I wish I knew who took my cats so I would know which one of my neighbors I need to hate. I hate them all now. I can’t believe that there are people in this world that are so insensitive and cruel. There are and they live right next door. Makes me wonder why I care so much and have such a big fragile heart for everyone, even those who burn me. Why is it that I am the extreme version of mercy and the opposite extreme is who I tend to always cross paths with? How did I become this way? It’s painful all the time. Maybe I’m just overly sensitive? Every day I think about my cats and every day I can’t help but wonder who did this to me? It’s been 6 months. I want to know.