Addicted to pain

I have to just keep reminding myself that it will pass. The feelings I am having and the thoughts that are in my mind will pass. It’s hard not to act on them because the desire is so strong. It will pass…


4 hours later…


it’s still there but not as bad right now.  I’m just fed up now. People suck. I wish I didn’t have such a big fragile heart sometimes. It seems to cut deeper in me than if the same thing happens to someone else.

One response to “Addicted to pain”

  1. hmmm i read someone post but couldnt comment on it … most of what you said is right .. if you know he is using you .. just ignore him he will run to you .. feelings .. shut them off !! the best way not to get hurt !


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