I have to just keep reminding myself that it will pass. The feelings I am having and the thoughts that are in my mind will pass. It’s hard not to act on them because the desire is so strong. It will pass…

4 hours later…

it’s still there but not as bad right now.  I’m just fed up now. People suck. I wish I didn’t have such a big fragile heart sometimes. It seems to cut deeper in me than if the same thing happens to someone else.