I just found out some disturbing info and I just want to remind myself to trust no one. You can’t trust your parents,  your brother or sister, your children, your spouse or partner, your neighbor, your best friend…only trust yourself! It makes me sick that people lie right to your face and expect you to tell the truth to them. Why would I be honest to a person that I know isn’t and hasn’t ever been honest to me? Why? Because I’m not afraid to tell it like it is. I’m not afraid to have to deal with the consequences of my actions. And for that reason alone, makes me a better person. I keep it real. Some people need to look up the definition of REAL.


PicsArt_1360367398668Well, since my last blog post, I was ‘laid off’ from work. Actually I was fired. I didn’t think it was the right fit anyway and I only stayed because I’m not a quitter and it was paying my bills. They said that I wasn’t the right fit. I knew that when I walked in there the first time.

I am relieved. Unemployment has already kicked in & I’m doing ok right now. I’ve got 2 job interviews this week already and I’m ready for them. I really wish I didn’t have to go back to work but I do and I’ll be grateful for it once I’m settled in again.

I hope this time around, my new boss appreciates my strong will and determined work ethic. I have considered starting my own business and if I can get myself to go back to school, that will be my goal. I know I’m capable and I would probably do well, but do I really want the headaches of business ownership again? Not right now. I think I will have something better for myself by the time I turn 45. I’ll give myself 5 years to make something happen.

So that’s where I am right now. I’m happy catching up on the laundry & house duties and it’s nice to have time to plan meals & actually enjoy them with my daughters. Now the only thing I need to do is inspire my oldest daughter to get a job. How do I make her want a job? Ugh. It’s never ending and I love it. I really do. What else would I be doing if I didn’t have so much chaos (that I create) in my life? I would be bored. And miserable.

I’m keeping my fingers crossed for the job interviews this week. I’ll keep this updated with any news. 🙂