Merry Days

It’s Christmas. And all I feel right now is the need to say, jealousy, greed, negativity, hate have surrounded me and my world for too long. I’ve built a wall around me that very few can withstand. I am not a person full of hate, greed, jealousy or negativity. I am sensitive, more sensitive than most people can even begin to comprehend. I love who I am and I do my very best every day. I am alone again this Christmas because I’ve chosen to keep negative people out of my life. I am not happy about this. But I would much rather be alone than be frustrated with ugly people. This year has shown me more of who I am and who others are to me. I went from being no one and having everything I want to being someone everyone knows and found that people are jealous and will make things up about me that are lies just because they are jealous. I’ve had my reputation ruined by them and in the past, this would have crushed my heart but I actually find it amusing. Especially amusing that I really could not care less what they say or think of me. I know who I am. I know what I’m all about. I can’t control what people think. I can’t control what they believe in or not. I can only control myself and my beliefs. I feel valuable and victorious and validated that I’m being the person I need to be and that is the best gift I could ever ask for this year.


I hope everyone enjoys the holidays with those that value you and that you value. Life is too short to waste any time on anyone that doesn’t think you are someone special. Merry Christmas!


3 responses to “Merry Days”

  1. Could this be the last post from Relentless? :-/

    It sounds like you’ve come a long way from the beginning when it seemed you were just barely getting through coping with everything. It sounds like you are in an awesome place, and if so I think that is utterly awesome!

    Here is to 2016 being your year! Go kick some ass!


  2. You have grown so much. I can’t explain why you are a magnet for horrible people. Know one thing, your resolve to not let them get to you is inspiring.

    Find a phrase that best expresses your feelings at the moment. It could be “Screw them” . . . . just as long as it expresses how you feel. Write it our and post is for you to see all of 2016 . . . . if someone comes into your life . . . show it to them . . . . if they don’t like it . . . screw them and show them the door.

    For all of your blessings, and our friendship . . . . Merry Christmas and 2016 will be a great year for you.



  3. Merry health and happiness
    rings you Christmas to you,i do hope the new year b


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