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People are such fucking leeches. You invite them into your home. Treat them with respect. Offer them anything you could possibly give. They take it all. They ask for more. You give. They fall on hard times. You help keep them afloat any way you possibly can. They milk you for more. You give more. […]

I find these statistics amusing. It’s a typical week. Perhaps just a tad less sprinkled with sex than usual but amusing nonetheless. These are the terms my visitors typed into their search engine to get to my blog. I wonder who you are and if you found what you were looking for? Search Terms for […]

I’d forgotten how nice it feels just to have someone around. Someone to work in the yard with. Someone to prepare a meal for. Someone to grab on to and kiss as you pass in the hallway. Someone that is drama-free and not constantly going at the speed of light. It’s nice to have someone […]

I’d rather you dislike me for who I am than like me for who I am not. Don’t waste my time or yours pretending to be that figment of your imagination. I’d rather hurt knowing the truth than be led on believing lies I’m told just to keep me happy. I give you that respect […]

I decided in March that I would take the majority of the Summer off. It made no sense to work to pay a sitter to sit in my backyard with my kids and eat my food and swim in my pool when I could do it myself and still be just as broke. I saw […]

P.S. My laptop became victim of an immature, lovesick internet LUNATIC and is now a sad, less than a year old, barely used but used hard, expensive piece of SHIT and if there is anyone out there (with credentials) that could help me restore it to it’s previous pristine workability please contact me at: relentless@relentlesscentral.com Even just advice would help. Thanks! :o)

I am a 34 year old single mother. Still not divorced and it’s creeping up on the 2 year mark. When I decided to end my marriage I had certain goals and ideas in my mind for when I was ‘free’. Most of them I’ve accomplished already. I have a couple still left undone. I […]

Communication with my partner has always been a huge hurdle for me. In the past I always had relationships with men who were quick with their vocabulary in arguments. I, on the other hand always stumble on spoken words. I’d have plenty to say but the words would never just flow out naturally. Definitely one […]

I am never shocked at how many people out there live in glass houses and throw stones. What amazes me is how you hide behind your fake return e-mail addresses or false I.D.’s online. I’m constantly accused of sleeping around or like someone that just left me a comment on my site here, worrying about […]

This Mother’s Day is the first Mother’s Day that I truly feel like a single mother. Granted, it’s only the second one that I’ve been single for. I look back on last year and see how things have changed. Last year I still felt very dependent on my own mother, on my child support, on […]

It’s Saturday. The buzz of the neighbors lawnmower tries to drown out my radio. I hear another neighbor laughing and talking. The sun is bright and hot and I feel good. My children are constantly in & out. Back and forth from house to house to house…likely all 5 of the gang of kids led […]

            Irony  

Two and a half months had passed since I last talked to him. Saturday he & I exchanged a couple dozen text messages throughout the day and evening. Then Saturday night he came over to visit. Enough time had passed in order for the healing process to begin. I still have a long way to […]

April 27, 2007:   I thought I found someone authentic, compassionate, caring, loving, wild, strong…all that good crap. We talked about living together. I wanted to. He wanted to. We got along great. Sex was incredible. I was even ‘nesting’ while I was at his house. Which, by the way, was nearly everyday that I […]

Just a quick note…   If you would like to contribute your own story and have it appear here send me an e-mail letting me know and I will e-mail you back with the details.   My e-mail address is: relentlessis@aol.com  

I just wanted to thank everyone who visits my page for making this blog hit the “Top Blogs” list! I am fascinated everyday when I come to moderate or write at not only the quantity of readers but also the quality. I find tremendous support in your comments. If you hadn’t noticed I added a […]