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On the move


I’m gathering my things. All my thoughts. No one cares. But I do. My accomplishments go unnoticed. To everyone. But me. My feelings aren’t important. To anyone. Except me. I gave it all I had, my husband, my poor husband, I wish he were here now to make it all ok again. But he’s gone. […]

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Christmas 2006


He & I have been having such a hard time. He’s been using what I’ve been up to as an excuse to not be with me. A few weeks before Christmas he & I decided that we would spend New Years Eve together…no matter what we ended up doing…we’d be together. I   h e l […]

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Thanksgiving 2006


He wrote: *****, I Just wanted to let you know that over the last few months I have enjoyed your company very much and, at times, too much(sorry). We have our problems like all people do however ours are way more interesting I think! Happy Thanksgiving to Daddy’s girl Love to you! **** Me: Thank […]

Epiphany!


Written 10/1/06: Hi ****, Last Friday and Saturday we talked briefly about things. I got a lot from the conversations even though they were short. You said you thought I need my space to re-prioritize my life. You also said that I have nothing to offer you anymore, that my life is a mess and […]

Clouded


This e-mail was sent to him 9/28/06. Everything that has happened lately has me really wondering about your real feelings ****. I’m beginning to feel that you’re not being true to me or true to yourself about what you want. You know (maybe too well) how I feel. Aside from me not telling the truth […]

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Cheater!


This post is an e-mail I wrote to him that was prompted by a voicemail message he left me, when he couldn’t get ahold of me the night that he told me he cheated on me. He accused me of now going out & cheating on him for revenge. That’s funny. ****, I don’t need […]

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Vancouver, British Columbia


November 3 through 8, 2006 I have been wanting to go to Vancouver for 5 years or so. I decided October 30 to make reservations to go there just 4 days later (Friday, November 3, 2006). I called ‘him’ and invited him to go too. He agreed. I made plans for us to be there […]

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nymphomaniac


That’s how his Dad described me just a few days ago. This comes two months after he him self described me as possessing his brothers 3 favorite things, naivety, money & pussy. Still not sure how to feel about such a reputation. But I do know now why I’ve always been treated the way I […]